She Let Me Go

[Verse 1: DVG]
Let's see what your words are worth
My minds gone berserk figuring out how your thoughts work
Seems like I'm swimming with my eyes closed
Running out of breath going against the tide flow
I'm receding you're bringing me back
Too ashamed to admit to the fact that I fell in your trap
I'm a prisoner in this world we created
My mind is jaded, I'm often faded
I guess it helps to let it go, uh
But now I'm frozen in this state of mind
Saw the red flag from the get-go but ignored the sign
Not sure what else I could do
Part of me wishes this was through
But guess it ain't that easy cause the other half wants to stay with you
Can I be honest I'm just scared of the future
You can never catch me if I hop in this Uber
Not you as in a person but defeat in itself
Cause gave me the courage to believe in myself
Uh, now that you're gone and this is over
Take care, thank me later, Drake can always say it better
I know it's for the best
But the back of my brain is shooting these neurons of so quick
I'm fucking feeling insane
I can't complain I got my friends by my side
Even though these days the pickings getting slimmer and slimmer
I trust fewer and fewer
I thought luck was dimmer and dimmer
Cause every single one that doesn't matter's only spreading chatter
DVG causing commotion he's a catalyst
My only goal's to be my mother's personal philanthropist
I been writing all night I'm drunk off consciousness
It will pay off in the end, I promise this