​she drowned

[Verse]
Baby, don't you feel the pain
Blood on the walls, and it's leaking like rain
She knows I been hurting, does she feel the same?
I float in the darkness and I call her name
I wanna give up and I just wanna leave
Baby why aren't you just fucking with me?
Why can't you see that you're all that I need
Stare at the wound, cut my wrist as I bleed
I take thirty xannies then I go to sleep
I just wanna perish, I can not proceed
She used to say that she felt like a child
Darling, our love was so tender and wild
Immature, don't know what for
Insecure, broken whore
Grab the blade, the cuts are sore
Open wounds, hurt me more

[Outro]
At this point in my life I don't feel much pain (I feel your touch slipping away)
It's like, I expect nothing everyday
Yet I'm still let down by everyone around me (Your dying love, that's all that's staying)
It sounds [?], haha
I don't know why I feel this way (I walked away, my soul tainted, my soul shall burn, I walked away)
I shouldn't care this much about all the little things in life, but I do
It's like, [?] more than anything
The small little details you can't fix
That bother me the most (I feel your touch slipping away)
Anyways, made this for you
I don't think you'll ever hear it or anything
That's it (Your dying love-)