​she dates him but its all in my head

[Intro]
You're losing yourself, Charms. You cry about the same things, over and over again. You gotta wake up at some point, Charms! Or you're gonna spiral into madness

[Chorus]
I'ma end it all, you should be alarmed
Screamin' for some help, but I'm too far
And all my lyrics too dark
And you movin' too far (Too far)
You're worrying about me, that's unlikely
Made you up so I can go and spite me
Because we weren't ever real (We weren't ever real)
Because I wanted, yeah, the thrill (The thrill of bein' loved)
I keep my sheets off
I can't even give you up
'Cause you're not real, no
Heart hurts 'cause I knew it all
I'm the worst, I'm delusional, I hate it all

[Verse]
How my own delusions beat me?
How I get rejected? Beats me
Prob'ly 'cause, yeah, I'm stuck in my own head
You let it go, unfollowed, then it makes me feel dead
Oh, my God, I need to stop it
Sick of, yeah, my phone, need to lock it
Because I try too hard
Because I fall too far
Fall too far

[Chorus]
I'ma end it all, you should be alarmed
Screamin' for some help, but I'm too far
And all my lyrics too dark
And you movin' too far (Too far)
You're worrying about me, that's unlikely
Made you up so I can go and spite me
Because we weren't ever real (We weren't ever real)
Because I wanted, yeah, the thrill (The thrill of bein' loved)
I keep my sheets off
I can't even give you up
'Cause you're not real, no
Heart hurts 'cause I knew it all
I'm the worst, I'm delusional
I hate it all

[Outro]
You know why you hate yourself so much? Maybe it's because you can't be in your own skin
I'll never understand you, Charms