Shattered Mirrors

[Chorus]
I don't look in the mirror no more, in the mirror no more
We rise, and we fall
And we wake up losin' it all
And there's no one blame when you know it's ya fault
All I can do is keep my head down
And don't look in the mirror no more, in the mirror no more

[Verse 1]
I don't even like how this Ace of Spade taste
I prefer somethin' stronger
But these bitches love the pictures that I take
When I'm posin' with this bottle
I'm a loser and I know it, tryin not to show it
In love, but in public always hidin' who I go with
When the hell did me bein' me become a problem?
For the next few minutes you can learn all about him
Every thing around me is bein' questioned includin' myself
Neglected every thing I love, includin' my health
Lately I wake up wantin' to be somebody else
And it's hurts 'cause my closest friends look at me for help
Look, I don't wanna hustle with the boys no more
But, I don't know if I got a choice no more
Picture me, somebody's favorite rapper
Baggin items in the motherfuckin' grocery store, shit
Freedom or jail, the choice is yours
You can scream that ya tryin' til ya voice get hoarse
But we know the truth, you talk like you motherfuckin' king with nothin'
Just waitin' on a motherfuckin' dream, you frontin'

[Chorus]
I don't look in the mirror no more, in the mirror no more
We rise, and we fall
And we wake up losin' it all
And there's no one blame when you know it's ya fault
All I can do is keep my head down
And don't look in the mirror no more, in the mirror no more

[Verse 2]
Lately I been wantin' babies
So I can see a part of me that wasn't always shady
I forever resent my father, he wasn't there to raise me
And even though I love him, he's the reason that I'm crazy
I ain't talkin' to my brother, it's always over money
He's runnin' from the truth 'cause he don't wanna hear it from me
You don't ever have to call, I don't give a fuck
But when we go through it, it seem to split the family up
All I wanna do is provide, but if I
Fall short by a inch, or miss it by a pinch
All I wanna do is die... umm
Moment of silence for them thoughts
Nigga we in the game, ain't no cryin' on the court
Before you can be the man, become a tyrant in ya thoughts
And forget what I said earlier about hustlin' with the homies
We know it ain't no retirin' in this sport
I wish I could see my grandma again, I pray God got you so busy
That you don't see this petty stuff that go on with the family
Settin' claim to your possessions before you was even buried

[Chorus]
I don't look in the mirror no more, in the mirror no more
We rise, and we fall
And we wake up losin' it all
And there's no one blame when you know it's ya fault
All I can do is keep my head down
And don't look in the mirror no more, in the mirror no more