Shattered

[Chorus]
I'm in a trance (Yuh)
Doing drugs with my friends it's a mess (Yuh)
Smokin' since 14 and now messed up
Now I'm just another fuck up (Fuck up, fuck up)

[Verse 1]
What? How the fuck did I get here
I don't deserve this, this is feeling like a nightmare
I'm scared, my mouth has no air
Gay at the same time and everything's just a glare (Yea)
And I have no words, eyes waking up, just getting out from a blur
Sad because there's no one to comfort
Drugs are my obsession, this is fucking absurd
Life is a pain because life is full of jerks
Love is my need but everyone left a slur
Fuck everyone, since they want me to deter
Family with molly is the only mom I prefer

[Pre-Chorus]
I don't wanna feel this
With pain in my heart, I don't wanna to exist

[Chorus]
I'm in a trance (Yuh)
Doing drugs with my friends it's a mess (Yuh)
Smokin since 14 and now messed up
Now I'm just another fuck up (Fuck up, fuck up)
I'm in a trance (Yuh)
Doing drugs with my friends it's a mess (Yuh)
Smokin' since 14 and now messed up
Now I'm just another fuck up (Fuck up, fuck up)

[Verse 2]
Now I'm drowning in my tears
Haven't found life in 20 damn years
No girl I love would want me here
Just give me a chance, do you see me begging right here
And now I fucked this whore
Had to kick her out, with her so sore
But not as my bad my heart
Wanna kill myself, but it's so damn hard
I wanna do over, I want my birth to restart (Ye)

[Pre-Chorus]
I don't wanna feel this
With pain in my heart, I don't wanna to exist

[Chorus]
I'm in a trance (Yuh)
Doing drugs with my friends it's a mess (Yuh)
Smokin' since 14 and now messed up
Now I'm just another fuck up (Fuck up, fuck up)

[Outro]
Now I'm in my end, can't believe I'm here (Yuh)
Finally, at rest, I'm already at tears (Yuh)
Finally, I could restart, with my family (Yuh)
Now I could say, fuck you to my friends (Yuh)