Share My Feelings

[Verse]
My heart's under siege, love's breaking in
Can't be impatient, but I want to win, it's been so long, this lust is a sin
Sitting inside my room, waiting for something to happen
I desire more out of my life, I want an outcome
I want some help, I don't care who it's from
Tried to open my heart, I was shunned
Tried to open up to my friends and it wasn't fun
Every time I make progress, my file corrupts
All that momentum gained goes up in dust
All these marks, blades left me cut, humiliating, made myself look dumb
I don't even collab, I'm all by myself, feel isolated, too selfish to ask for help
I share my feelings knowing they aren't felt
It's another episode of worrying about my health
I told you that I would be fine, but you know that I told a lie

[Slowed]
My heart's under siege, love's breaking in
Can't be impatient, but I want to win, it's been so long, this lust is a sin
Sitting inside my room, waiting for something to happen
I desire more out of my life, I want an outcome
I want some help, I don't care who it's from
Tried to open my heart, I was shunned
Tried to open up to my friends and it wasn't fun
Every time I make progress, my file corrupts
All that momentum gained goes up in dust
All these marks, blades left me cut, humiliating, made myself look dumb
I don't even collab, I'm all by myself, feel isolated, too selfish to ask for help
I share my feelings knowing they aren't felt
It's another episode of worrying about my health
I told you that I would be fine, but you know that I told a lie