Shame Reactions

[Verse 1]
Whiskey a go, go
Head spinning, oh no
I wanna know who's in control
Yeah, who's in control?
She's calculated
I'm fucking clueless
Chaotic stupid
I'll get used to feeling useless

[Chorus]
Is there a way for me to kill the girl I wish I were?
Won't let me be because I’ll never be enough for her
Animal part of me, she never stays too far from me
She tastes like meat
She tastes like blood
She tastes so sweet

[Verse 2]
Whiskey a go, go
Hеad spinning, oh no
Rereading old texts
Burning holеs right through my conscience
My head is crowded
My thoughts are clouded
Is this my life or just a fond "fuck you" to a friend?

[Chorus]
Is there a way for me to kill the girl I wish I were?
Won't let me be because I'll never be enough for her
Animal part of me, she never stays too far from me
She tastes like meat
She tastes like blood
She tastes so sweet