Shadows/ The Product of Fear

Shadows/ The Product of Fear
[Produced By Vo-Kal & Loop Dreams/ Vo-Kal]

[VERSE 1: Vo-Kal]
Ok I'm buggin
Why ain't she saying something
I messaged her at 1am
Should have never gave my number
I knew it was too good
To be true
When she said to hit her up
She was thinking friends
Man I was thinking snuggle up
Maybe something serious
Maybe she curious
Now I'm second guessing the signs
That was there period
Furious my rash decisions
Got my trippin over bitches
And I'm looking at these ones
Not even into tipping strippers
Now I'm a tight wad
Holding on to money and these feelings
Spilling my frustration out
Incapable of even chillin
But in my dream though
She was there and feeling me
But I don't know if i believe the dreams
Or reality
Or the fantasy
That will never be
Still trying to think about
The situation rationally
Or anything else actually
Don't want to make no casualties
Of innocent thoughts
That's escaping my heart's natural reach

[HOOK: Vo-Kal]x4
Lies, deceit
Please give it to me
I'm feeding off anger
Your paranoia is me

[VERSE 2: Vo-Kal]
Let me live in the bliss
Let me picture the kiss
Let me think of all the things
Without you there I would miss
Fabrication is my friend now
Who really needs some sanity
Not living in the moment but
But I'm living in my fantasy
Let me close my eyes
And be engulfed my dreams
Sleep forever living happy
No more sadness or fake screams
False hope or hopes up
Falling in a dope truck
Plagued by my addictions
All plagued no one to hold us
Drowning in the madness
Drowning in the sadness
Drowning being hopeless
Never getting past this
Falling to my demise
Yea you falling for my disguise
No surprise that you sympathize
When you claim that you empathize
You really don't despise
The goodbyes and the unwise
Just be open minded
To minds as they unwind
So now I'm unkind to my kind
My turn to pass it
I'm falling forever
Ever and I'm past it

[HOOK]x10

[VERSE 3: Vo-Kal]
When I look down I can't see the ground
I only feel the wind
I only feel the darkness
The fear of the inevitable
But yet I'm ready
I've been here before and I'm ready
I'm prepared but still
Still I'm anxious
Nothing can soothe the furious beating of my heart...
Nothing... nothing but the...