Shadow Of Demons (A Spoken Word Song)

[Intro]
Fuck, fuck, fuck

[Verse 1]
Oh no no no, you can't take me down
I can feel the demons breathing in my brain
I can't believe what I'm seeing
Shadows and darkness
Holy shit!
Next to come to the night
I feel the venom running in my veins
But I won't give up a fight
Is my life worth it?
Should I die already?
Should I listen to the voices in my head?
Is my goodness fading away?
Am I going to heaven? Or hell?

[Chorus]
Oh shadow of demons, why can't you leave me alone?
Why can't you leave me the fuck alone?
I want to hug and smile to my family
Telling them "it's going to be okay"
What the fuck do you want from me?
You can't break me, you can't stop me

[Verse 2]
Darkness surrounding me
Our anxiety arising in me
Depression hits me
Fuck, fuck, fuck!
What am I supposed to do now?

[Verse 3]
Is there a guardian angel to save me?
I'm asking for guidance, that's all
Should I reach out for help, or not?
I'm so close to dying
My eyes beginning to stare at the bathroom ceiling
I just don't want to be here anymore
I see the darkness [?]
Five seconds to my death

[Outro]
A bright light shines at me
An angel wrapping their arms around me
My face [?] slowly breathe
1, 2, 3
Darkness fades away
And I find a familiar face telling me
To stay