Shadow 1

[Verse 1]
There’s no vision through the haze now
Had my own kind of shakedown
1979 could have been good
Under weather, hunting unknown pleasures
Sort of maybe courted a disorder
I’ll be sober when it’s the day of the lord, or maybe not
She’s lost control with me
Still looking so pretty
In the wilderness, in the shadowplay
Running thisaway, smoking thataway
I remember nothing, I see in black and grey
Redacted, my whole Saturday
I never want to land - it’s my lucky day
Baby had a pill, gave a half away
You know what they say
When Anne hath a will
Anne Hathaway

[Verse 2]
Yeah I've been collecting mistakes
Speed it up I don't put on the brakes
Heathens and hedonists heating this scene I've been heeding
A life on the heap and a soul in the flames
On the heels of a good run
Get lucky, I did it for good fun
Been hesitant heaving these heavens with better friends ever since
Irrelevant
When I'm self-medicating
But good as hell with a cadence
They’ve been telling me patience
Try transcendental meditation
Well I go mental in silence
I could end up in asylums
I’ve been spineless, mindless
Hocking these jewels
But finding there’s always some rough in the diamonds

[Hook]
Yeah, I've made some mistakes and I carry these scars
The shadow on my face and the weight in my heart
I'm dreaming of the places I'd rather be
Always dreaming of the places I'd rather be

[Verse 3]
I've been on too long, no sleep
Been going strong but feel so weak
Trying to find the bullseye on all my bullshit
And just blast it, not trying to pull punches
But do pull hits, out of anything, anywhere
Yes I’m the culprit
Yes I’ve been corporate
Guess I’m the bandit
They stuck to guns
Well I never banned it
I’m never landed
I’m chasing hooks
Beats are rampant
Had stages booked
All around the world
My feet are calloused
Been stacking bandwidth
Been snapping candids
With rabid fans in four corners
All that’s left is Atlantis
But damn it
I can’t find my self anywhere on this planet
But I keep cruising

[Hook]
Yeah, I've made some mistakes and I carry these scars
The shadow on my face and the weight in my heart
I'm dreaming of the places I'd rather be
Always dreaming of the places I'd rather b