Sex Addiction

When the day ends, and the night falls
You just feeling like there ain't even a care at all
Heart been broken to many times you starting to question yourself
You starting to think that pleasure is your only help
Yah, its addicting, like crack cocaine and methazene
Sometimes it even causes pain to me, but it dont cause injury
Not just an addiction its a mental disability
Always taking advantage of her beauty
I just wanna leave this earth, you can tell by the wrist that im cuttin
Im mixing the old with the new, call me Benjamin Button
Walking the isle with a white dress, thats what I picture
But what my brain told me to say made me tick her
Off, at the same time I ain't happy if the clothes ain't off
Mentally to her thats a turn off
What I really feel and want from her, Yah I ain't tellin it
Even she dont know how to say it like a speech impedement