Seriously

Hopin' that you can't hear me
Cause I feel like I am thinkin out
Wonderin' if you can read me
I guess there is no easy way out
I take it's too far
Whenever you’re around
But you caught me of god
You’re already breakin' me down
I know I said I'm not looking for serious
But seriously
I didn’t know that you would go
And be just what I need
Seriously
Thinkin' I have you figured out
But then you leave me in doubt
You make me think I’m seriously crazy
Why can I see you turn away
Because I don’t know what to say
But do you seriously avoid me?
Can you honestly tell me
You don’t feel a thing?
Cause last night
You honestly hold me
And I was makin' believe
You were really mine
I know I said I'm not looking for serious
But seriously
I didn't know that you would go
And be just what I need
Seriously
I would it tell you
But you make it so hard to do
What would I lose?
What rather keep you around?
I wanna say no
But you make it so hard to go
How do I know you're not gonna let me down
This time around?