Serenades

[Verse 1]
In a bright room
There's a million people here
And at the exit
She stands with purpose there

[Pre-Chorus 1]
And though I'm not one to oblige
She caught a glimpse out from her eye
And now she thinks that I am strange
So I try to pull the pieces of my ego back together
With my cognition so frayed

[Chorus 1]
I'm not the type to feel the way i do when she is near
I blame it all on words that trick
Check my pulse now
Thermometer in my mouth
Because you makе me fucking sick
And when I feel that she is nеar
I cower down and disappear
Because I'm just not worth the while
She pulls my heart out of my chest
But I know she means the best
Because she does it with a smile

[Verse 2]
As the seconds pass
I feel the heavy weight of time
Ticking down
But I'll just fake it like I'm fine

[Pre-Chorus 2]
And though I'm not one to oblige
She caught a glimpse out from her eye
And now she thinks that I am strange
So I'll try to pull the pieces of my ego back together
As I count down the days

[Chorus 2]
Because I'm not the type to feel the way I do when she is near
I blame it all on words that trick
Check my temperature
I've fallen victim to expenditure
And it makes me fucking sick
And when i feel that she is near
I cower down and disappear
Because I'm just not worth her time
Pull my heart out, feel it beat
And I'll accept my own defeat
And I can take it as a sign
As a sign