SERAPHELLE

[Verse 1: theo]
The longer I’m breathing, the tighter the noise on my soul
Dragging my past like a carcass behind me
While the years fading its taking a toll
I rot in a room full of echoes that scream when I claw at the walls
Thousands of mirrors distort me, breaking each time that I glance
Cannot escape from their claws
The doubts are just piling
It’s reaching the ceiling and I cannot get to my door
My legs are so weak, they both turned into roots
Digging their way onto the floor
As I’m running away, I just turn in a circle, I cannot do it no more
I cannot do it no more, I cannot do it no more (Yeah, yeah)

[Chorus: theo & saturn's lament]
I’m afraid of the calm and addicted to storms
The noises are feeding the mind of a corpse
Drown out the thoughts, don’t want 'em no more
Rip off my face just to hear myself screaming
The silence surrounds me when I close the door
I cannot keep living like this
Choking on quiet, I’m hearing things I simply cannot ignore
I’m afraid of the calm and addicted to storms
The noises are feeding the mind of a corpse
Drown out the thoughts, don’t want 'em no more
Rip off my face just to hear myself screaming
The silence surrounds me when I close the door
I cannot keep living like this
Choking on quiet, I’m hearing things I simply cannot ignore

[Verse 2: saturn's lament]
The longer I’m living, the more I regret being born
The memories fossilize into my core, pick up the chisel. I don’t want this weight anymore
I wither away like a plant that’s been watered a little too much
The mold reaches down to my roots and my nucleus starts to decay
I just can’t get enough (Yeah)
Why am I afraid?
Why can’t I stop the adrenaline flooding my veins?
I cannot tell if I’m safe
Need a phlebotomy just to feel lighter again
Vulture circling above me, at least there's somebody that wants me to stay
I don’t wanna deal with the pain
Manifest all of my fears till my barrier breaks

[Chorus: saturn's lament & theo]
I’m afraid of the calm and addicted to storms
The noises are feeding the mind of a corpse
Drown out the thoughts, don’t want 'em no more
Rip off my face just to hear myself screaming
The silence surrounds me when I close the door
I cannot keep living like this
Choking on quiet, I’m hearing things I simply cannot ignore (Yeah, yeah)
I’m afraid of the calm and addicted to storms
The noises are feeding the mind of a corpse
Drown out the thoughts, don’t want 'em no more
Rip off my face just to hear myself screaming
The silence surrounds me when I close the door
I cannot keep living like this
Choking on quiet, I’m hearing things I simply cannot ignore