I never got used the feeling
Talk myself through the pain
Im telling you i hear it
So what should i even say
Slowly lose myself in september
And all i can feel is hate
I jus wish that i could tell her
That i dont feel the same
And im still askin what u want from me
I can't get past all these memories
And well maybe im just losin it
I think that im still feelin it
And dif im still losing my mental
Can you just be a little more gentle
Can't escape these thoughts in my head
Sometimes i kinda wish i werе dead