(intro: woman)
& I feel like, if it doesn’t go anywhere, it’s just gonna die out & we’re just gonna be... nothing, anymore, like.. I miss.. being with you, it’s just those few... moments, &.. days.. felt like forever, &... I feel like.. I’m craving nobody else, like I’m really craving you, because..
(best break: Drake)
You’ve got somebody other than me
Don’t play the victim when you’re with me
Free time is costing me more than it seems
Sa-a-acrificing..
Sa-a-acrificing..
(verse 1: Jewlz)
You’ve got somebody else, but here you are with me
I know you didn’t think you’d get far with me
Life is a movie, you coulda starred with me
You coulda starred with me
Remember when we felt like perfect harmony
Now all I see is that you’ve gotten far from me
I won’t chase you, I won’t chase you
I won’t hate you, can’t replace me
Can’t escape you
(break: woman)
I don’t usually do this long distance type shit, know what I mean? Like.. I usually don’t.. like, settle for something like this. Because it’s so stressful & it’s just not... something.. I do
Fuck..
(verse 2)
I picked you up, you lookin’ fine as fuck
Thoughts in my head, gotta hold the front
I want you back but you doin’ you
I wanna know now who’s viewin’ you
Takin’ ya clothes off & rubbin’ ya back like I used to do
Thinkin’ bout things I would do to you, things I would do for you
Wake up at 8 & make love to you
Now I think ‘what nigga out here be fuckin’ you?’
All my old friends try to get at you & you just tell me
Don’t know if you’re tryna hurt me or help me
I said we could do this, you said you don’t know
I get it you’re clueless, we’ve done this once before
Dammit it’s useless, some things I think that you’ll get
But the truth is, I don’t know if we could work or we lose it
Fail or just prove it
Gave you my all, didn’t think you would lose it
This power you have over me you abuse it
Cause I just be waiting here, think you’ll come cruisin’
Right back to me, instead you’re getting back at me
You tell me you love me how you do that without havin’ me?
Shit is a tragedy, & I used to look at you like you a masterpiece
Heart needin’ some antifreeze, shit is in agony
& I gotta get my shit right, shit right
I just know I gotta get right, I gotta get right
People watchin’ me & waitin’, coulda shared the spotlight
How we handled it, not right
We’ll see how life’s like, without... us..
Without... us..
(Outro: Woman & Jewlz)
W: I was so mad at you
J: & why was you mad at me?
W: Cause you don’t fuck with my emotions like that, you don’t do that shit!
J: what did I do?
W: You pissed me off
J: How?
W: Because you were like, you were pretending that you were mad at me, & then I’m here like.. oblivious to the world. & then you were kidding
September 19th was produced by J Patterns.
Jewlz released September 19th on Tue Apr 28 2020.