Sentiments Of You

I feel the blood rushing up, the words from you like a blow to the sternum
I can't hold back now, my mouth is watering two fold
With the flavor of myself in the meaning
I lost my head again
Where did we go wrong
My concern. I lost my head again
But this time the apology is written across your face with nnhealed lacerations
As I choke on the things I wish I had said blame me
And go ahead with your life as you always did
And force my stomach to purge the words I might have eaten
In a victorious feat of self indulgence
I simply lost my head again
I lost it all when I heard your voice in a tone like the storm that never strays
From the sepulcher I call my mind
Sentiments of you they will never stray