Send My Love

[Monologue]
Hey dad, umm, brought you some flowers...
It’s been a long time and I just felt like I had nowhere else to go
Mom and Tanaka miss you a lot...
I guess I needed somebody to talk to and
I just figured I’d tried everyone else but you
So many things changing out here
In some ways that would keep you from fitting in
Maybe no one else really fits in any more…
Anyway I just thought that I'd talk about my year
And everything that’s happened
And I, I just wanna walk it through with you
Like you’re actually here
Because more than ever I really wish you were
So here goes:

[Verse]
How do I keep this momentum up?
Is it the truth they wanted, have I said enough?
Is it generic or real shit I’m letting up?
Have I been praying for something that never comes?
Like I’m a flash in the pan -
Even if I took the pan to try and cook a plan
Fry up your feelings and sauté the rules
And let them take it how I dish it, never let them choose
It’s all real for me, the feeling
To shoot for the moon through shatterproof glass ceilings
Do it for the love and the message and the meaning
Take the frauds you gave crowns and reveal them
Won’t you let me? This world is getting darker
I’m carving puzzle pieces to try fit into a place I’ve been a part of
Looking left and right, then turn to God
Mama wanted me to get a job
Girlfriend left to find her sense of peace
Broken hearts can’t help but feeling robbed
Slipping deeper into this abyss
All I’ve ever really known is this
If destiny or death are looming close
I just pray to God He makes it quick
Makes it fair
Voices in my head, getting louder, getting louder
Saying “I’ll take you there”
Spent my life just tryna prove it
Giving every masterpiece that’s in my mind before I lose it
Like I lost the ones I lost, when enough wasn’t enough
Let them know I send my love, let them know I send my love...