Selfless

[Verse]
I've been turning numb you can see it deep inside my eyes
I've been going dumb I just blame the drugs back in my mind
Maybe I could die, maybe I could overdose tonight
Wouldn't that be fun? Wouldn't that be nice?
All these spinning lights hanging from my room, I can feel my doom
I can feel it coming for me but what if tonight's too soon?
And if instead I cry, would I wake up saying that I'm fine?
Would I be alright? Would you only sleep at night if I'm alive?

[Chorus]
Is it selfish to think of suicide?
Or is it selfless to save you from me all the time?
I've been dwelling inside my cave by candlelight
I don't wanna lie, baby I just wanna die (I wanna end my life)
Is it selfish to think of suicide?
Or is it selfless to save you from me all the time?
I've been dwelling inside my cave by candlelight
I don't wanna lie, baby I just wanna die

[Verse]
Baby I just that I could make it better
But you're being let down by the rainy weather
And while your smile shows
I can feel your tears fall on my sweater
I wish I could make it better, I wish I could fix it all right now

I say fuck this town, Imma show you around
Imma show you how I live, how I break out my bounds
Come with me and you can smoke for the first time, you don't need a seller
I ain't got much time so let it be now

[Chorus]
Is it selfish to think of suicide?
Or is it selfless to save you from me all the time?
I've been dwelling inside my cave by candlelight
I don't wanna lie, baby I just wanna die (I wanna end my life)
Is it selfish to think of suicide?
Or is it selfless to save you from me all the time?
I've been dwelling inside my cave by candlelight
I don't wanna lie, baby I just wanna die