‌selfish

I could be disappointed if I tried
I could tell myself "I hate you" but that's a lie
And though you let me down
Countless times before I can't stop
Running towards you

I'll buy you a fancy car for your getaway
At least when you're leaving then it'll be a big parade
And I won't have to hope and pray that you'll come back
And then I wouldn't be so attached

I think that you're selfish
I think you knew I'd feel this
But you just didn't care enough
I shared my love with somebody who didn't share at all

I'll never hurt again if no one ever says your name
You cut me out of your life like I cut boys out of magazines