Selfish

[Hook: Mike Artuso]
Violence is not on my agenda
I get help with dealing with dilemmas
Everyone around me is fake they're just jealous
They think I'm a blemish, maybe I'm just selfish

[Verse 1: Drewsome]
Mama always told me that I'd come out on top and Mama always told me that I need to work, non-stop
And mama always told me to look through all the fakes, and mama always told me to learn from my mistakes
There's very few people that I trust in my life cause almost everybody don't know how to act right
She's always giving me good advice but I never see she's right until I make my mistake or worse do it twice
I told her I'd be gone 'till November but I wasn't back in time, but I was home in time for Christmas and I came back in my prime
I came back as a child that she didn't recognize, with an attitude, a limp, and a mouth full of lies
She knows I got an Odd Future that's gonna be Kurupt, it'll be nastier than Nas and I'm gonna blow up
You can't blame her for being worried about me, she don't want me getting dirty on a journey or rowdy
With her on my side I feel like I'm untouchable, deep down she knows I feel dysfunctional
Her and I together, we're considered indestructible but anything I do she can be accountable
She's lived this life before, she's talking all truth
She's the one I go to when I'm in a time loop
She'll help me right my wrongs, she'll help me down the route
She knows exactly what it feels like to know not what to do

[Hook: Alana Giordano]
Violence is not on my agenda
But I get no help with dealing with dilemmas
Everyone around me is fake they're just jealous
They think I'm a blemish, maybe I'm just selfish

[Verse 2: Drewsome]
Sometimes I feel like I'm too self-conceded
Sometimes I only care about my own breathing
It's when I feel defeated, when I let in the demons but I can't start retreating, I gotta start leading
I think I am selfish but at the same time helpless cause I get so jealous and I forget my premise
I'm such a hypocrite, I'm such a piece of shit, dying ain't an option, no, I don't consider it
Look in my eyes they begin to turn green, my heart shrivels up cause it gets filled with greed
This new personality's screwing my routine, I call it new but I've been this way since thirteen
Replace my brain with machinery, yo
Fly through the rap so eagerly, yo
It's time for a new change in scenery, yo
Mask on, do it illegally (Yo!)
Call me what you want but don't call me fake, I'll drown you in the lake and I'll burn you at the stake
I'll shake you 'till I wake you and your body starts to ache
You little snake, for heavens sake, I'll sock you in your face
They think I'ma villain, that I'm driven by killing but I'm here to help the children so don't intercept my mission
Try to tone me out and my voice starts to fade but be honest you ain't listening cause you know you're too afraid
Middle fingers in the air, let's start recovering
Don't try to kill me cause I'll come back and I'll start doubling
Take it as you will, yeah, it's your punishment
Follow me now, down with the president
He lacks experience and Intelligence
I'ma fight for what's right and I'ma never leave
I'ma always protest all types of bigotry

[Hook: Ashley Roes]
Violence is the top of my agenda
I get no help with dealing with dilemmas
Everyone around me is fake they're just jealous
They think I'm a blemish, They think I'm just selfish