​selfish

[Chorus]
I can't deny, I don't feel right
My eyes wide open in the dead of night
And I feel so dumb at the same time
Tell me why I never get it right?
'Cause I feel so alone when I'm by myself
But I don't say much I don't ask for help
And I don't wanna stay with somebody else
Swear I only want you
'Cause I'd do anything and everything
But honestly I can't complain
'Cause I know I'm so selfish
And I'm feeling hopeless right now
Said "I'm sorry", 'cause I think too much
I don't have much left so I watch myself
I don't trust no one so I don't talk to much
Maybe someday I can save myself

[Verse]
I'd be lying if I said I was sobеr
Don't tell me that you think that it's over now
'Causе if I'm being honest I can't take that
Said "I'm sorry", I ain't wanna make you feel bad
And I didn't wanna say I'm a lost cause but honestly
I'm still not the person that I want to be
And it's clear to see now that it bothers me
Guess I just can't think right

[Chorus]
I can't deny, I don't feel right
My eyes wide open in the dead of night
And I feel so dumb at the same time
Tell me why I never get it right?
'Cause I feel so alone when I'm by myself
But I don't say much I don't ask for help
And I don't wanna stay with somebody else
Swear I only want you
'Cause I'd do anything and everything
But honestly I can't complain
'Cause I know I'm so selfish
And I'm feeling hopeless right now
Said "I'm sorry", 'cause I think too much
I don't have much left so I watch myself
I don't trust no one so I don't talk to much
Maybe someday I can save myself