Selfish

Verse 1 -
It's getting ridiculous, so far away from bibulous so I’ll give up my diligence to try and focus on your problems, I'll try and solve 'em while I’m sulkin', I know you're hurtin' to your soul n', I need to help you through the cold n', I need to help you to help myself, but it just can't be done, is that selfish?

Verse 2 -

It's almost like I’m past the point of tears falling, ignoring, the happiness in my old life calling, it’s gnawing, all I really do is get high, then end up snoring, falling through endless emotional brawling, and the faults not yours, but it's still your cause, all you ever did was make me see my flaws, and of course, it’s hard to admit, 'cos I ain't got balls, but it's like I’ve got 2 options left, either a fuck up life, or else a fucked up death and I remember everythin' that you have said