​selfish

[Verse]
I get intrusive thoughts about cuttin' my fingers off
I get confused and build machines to count the numbers
I don't know why, somethin' 'bout some shit that happened long ago
It's not important that you understand my struggle
It used to happen all the time, now it happen double
I miss when I could hide it, when the episode was subtle
I stay inside, I'm a burden, I don't wanna scare you
Probably drinkin' Bourbon when I fall into some parachute
.45 on me I'm prepared and I ain't scared to shoot
Shorty bein' strong but baby I ain't bein' fair to you
Paranoid, keep the blinds closed, sick freak, I'm a side show
Seen death with my eyes closed
Take deep breaths, take deep breaths
I'm sick of this weak stress
Rather be thinkin' like "we next"
I'm pre-conditioned, treat my failure like a reflex
I feel that age on me, I feel that rage in me
I put a lock around my heart and now that cage empty
Don't tempt me, I might just teeter off
Close my eyes and look away and let the heater talk
So distraught, just a stupid bridge to move my feet across
I cross so many, peep the fire back behind me
Never focus what I'm doin cause I'm side-tracked
Feel like I'm actin' in a movie, where's the climax?
Manipulate the script so they never know I'm sick
I'm stickin' in this shed that I built out of bricks

[Hook]
Everything that you could wanna be, you could be, all you gotta be, is selfish (All you gotta be, is selfish)
There's just different degrees, to this disease, fuck 'em, let 'em grieve (Let 'em grieve), I'm selfish
Everything that you could wanna be, you could be, all you gotta be, is selfish
There's just different degrees, to this disease, fuck 'em, let 'em grieve (Let 'em grieve), I'm selfish
Everything that you could wanna be, you could be, all you gotta be, is selfish
There's just different degrees, to this disease, fuck 'em, let 'em grieve (Let 'em grieve), I'm selfish
Everything that you could wanna be, you could be, all you gotta be, is selfish (All you gotta be, is selfish)
There's just different degrees, to this disease, fuck 'em, let 'em grieve, I'm selfish

[Outro: Sample]
There's no hope for Travis
He's suffering
We know we need to do it
There's no hope for Travis
He's suffering
We know we need to do it