Self Torture By Fenix

[Verse 1]
Humanity is a complex figure.
What one may find to be a simple spec in all of existence
may find that we go beyond any possible form of understanding.
But why,
why do we wonder our own worth?
We wonder as a species together for no known reason yet
we all think that there's one beyond it.
We believe we are aware.

[Verse 2]
For the same reason I am here talking with you,
the listenеr, is the same reason wе try to go beyond.
Because of out curiosity and our interest.
For no rhyme or reason we do, we are, we believe.
We believe that we make a difference and wither we do or not is decided
by our own consciousness telling us words that we put into the world.
We give ourselves choices to make ourselves think.
It's quite a stelar ability.

[Verse 3]
The ability to say "I am alive", to say "I am human"
But to consider one's self human we created requirements.
To be made of blood, muscles, tissue,
to have feelings, compassion, hatred,
to love, but most importantly,
we say that we have to be Okay.
But what if one is not okay?
What happens to them?
Who decides that they cannot be human and what will become of them?

[Outro]
I think,
I think what I'm trying to say is
I don't want to be human because that means I'm not okay.