Self-sabotage

[Verse 1: Sleepyboy Homeless]
You wouldn't be attractive if you weren't so bad for me
I'd never go to sleep if all I had was pleasant dreams
If I could taste my food I don't think I would ever eat
I kinda like the way you've got me grinding on my teeth

I really like the way you make me restless in my seat
And the way i have to check my pulse to see if my heart beats
I like tattoos, I know the pain is real when I bleed
I'm constantly confusing what I want with what I need

[Verse 2: Deviant]
I wouldn't be so broken if you didn't help me breathe
I'd probably be outspoken if you ever let me speak
The way you've got me feeling like i'd never need a thing
It's the reason that I'm falling but I still can't feel the string

I wouldn't be so empty if you didn't fill the void
I feel like if I didn't have you here then I would destroyed
Addicted to the bitter taste you've left upon my tongue
Dependent on the way you leave my body feeling numb