Self Medication

Sometimes I feel
The weight of my self conscious caving in on me
Asleep at the wheel
Self medication gets me through those times of need

Another lifetime, another person
Myself once removed, these words aren't mine
My emotion, stripped of ego
My honesty, my peace of mind

Do what you want, say what you will
Those words they don't bother me anymore now
Self medication, my salvation
I don't need you anymore

Sometimes I feel
The world is out to get me, helpless and I'm paranoid
Too blind to see
The wreckage left behind me of everything that I've destroyed

Sometimes I feel
That I don't have a purpose and life just seems to pass me by
Stagnate in one place
And nothing ever changes, I never think to question why

Do what you want, say what you will
Those words they don't bother me anymore now
Self medication, my salvation
I don't need you anymore

You could break my legs but I'd still run
I can't deny what I have become
Everything I hate is everything I am
Another freaked out, fucked up worthless man

I killed the pain of life mundane
Now everything slowly circles down the drain
I can't break free, the feeling is way too strong
I can't deny, this is where I belong

Sometimes I feel
The weight of my self conscious caving in on me
Asleep at the wheel
Self medication gets me through those times of need

Another lifetime, another person
Myself once removed, these words aren't mine
My emotion, stripped of ego
My honesty, my peace of mind

Do what you want, say what you will
Those words they don't bother me anymore now
Self medication, my salvation
I don't need you anymore