In a conversation with Grimmy Goods, Nelson explained that the song represents her “inner thoughts when she has to go out to parties and social situations, when she really just wants to sleep all day because my mental health isn’t up to par”. She also says most people might not know she struggles wi...
[Verse 1]
Go out, instantly regret it
Looks tight, feeling kinda heavy
Drunk out and numb in all the madness
Pretend I recognize this matress
[Verse 2]
I'd rather be in the couch all alone
Then stumbling back home
Another night where nobody knows
Self hate's feeding my soul
[Pre-Chorus]
I don't want your friends
So fuck you and fuck them
I don't need no friends
So fuck you and fuck them
[Chorus]
I just wanna sleep all day so that I feel more like me (More like me)
I don't wanna hear my head, self medicate everything (Everything)
Feeling overwhelmed again, reckless and drowned in this
I just wanna sleep all day so that I feel more like me (More like me)
[Verse 3]
Dead flowers growing under my skin
My TV's asking if I'm watching
My ceiling's become my best friend
Wake up and do it all again
[Verse 4]
I'ma just saying I've lost all control
A little numb and broke
Another night where nobody knows
Self hate's feeding my soul
[Pre-Chorus]
I don't want your friends
So fuck you and fuck them
I don't need no friends
So fuck you and fuck them
[Chorus]
I just wanna sleep all day so that I feel more like me (More like me)
I don't wanna hear my head, self medicate everything (Everything)
Feeling overwhelmed again, reckless and drowned in this
I just wanna sleep all day so that I feel more like me (More like me)
[Bridge]
I don't want no friends
So fuck me and fuck this
I don't need no friends
So fuck me and fuck this
[Chorus]
I just wanna sleep all day so that I feel more like me (More like me)
I don't wanna hear my head, self medicate everything (Everything)
Feeling overwhelmed again, reckless and drowned in this
I just wanna sleep all day so that I feel more like me (More like me)
Self Medicate was written by Courtney Paige Nelson & Caleb Hulin.
Self Medicate was produced by Caleb Hulin.
Courtney Paige Nelson released Self Medicate on Fri Dec 10 2021.