Self-Loathing

I didn't have the heart to tell you
I didn't have the lines to convince you
I didn't have the brain to understand
And that's why I need you more than ever
'Cause I'll take it personally every time
And that's why I need you more than ever
'Cause I'll take it personally every time

Wanna smash every mirror in every bathroom of your house because you're ashamed of who is always looking back?
Wanna smear mud on every surface reflections bounce off of?
You don't have to look, you could always live inside

And that's why, we never looked at you, 'cause the self-loathing never stops and it's tying you in knots
And that's why, we never looked at you, 'cause the self-loathing never stops and it's tying you in knots
It's tying you in square knots you'll never undo
We'll never learn to see things for what they are