​self hatred

I love you

Hold me close I fall again
Oh no, you're my only friend
I don't think I understand
I grab the razor with the plan
My jeans are hella bloody but I don't think you understand
I wish you would understand
If only my death went as planned

I wrote a hundred letters but you didn't read a single one
I told her grab a glass cup from the kitchen and let's have some fun
Yeah I wanna die but I'm still number one
I live in cycles of self hatred and I think I just begun

Someone please just grab a gun
I'vе had enough, yeah life just won
Somеone please just grab a gun
I've had enough, yeah life just won
Someone please just grab a gun
I've had enough, yeah life just won
Someone please just grab a gun
I've had enough, yeah life just won

One more cut and then I'm done
It's been six months, you gotta come
One more cut and then I'm done
It's been six months, you gotta come