Self Harm

[Intro]
It's chipping away
Leave my soul to take
Everything, everything
It breaks away

[Verse 1]
When I took the drugs it felt like self harm
Wanna fall in love, but you took it too far
Now all these scars that got left on my heart
Are tearing me and you apart
Maybe it doesn't hurt to die
Maybe I'm just happier being sad
I wanna be young for the rest of my life
I don't wanna feel so bad

[Chorus]
No one wants to go through that
Am I really numb like I say I am?
When I lose your touch my heart turns black
All these years now I lost track

[Verse 2]
I fucked up, they cut me off
So I hatе myself, the pain I brought
I did to myself, in this silеnce is my hell
While it cracks inside this shell
And little did I know
It's been raining, can you tell?
Turned to tear drops as it fell

[Chorus]
No one wants to go through that
Am I really numb like I say I am?
When I lose your touch my heart turns black
All these years now I lost track