Self Dissonance

I'm back to back and face to face with myself
Pushing everyone away because I don't wanna be helped
Replace the world I've known around me so well with evil
Emotionless at times but you should know that I've seen hell
And I mean well to those that I'm close to, all the time that I devote to
Making music so true and complex like I'm supposed to
Disconnected so much that this stress takes a toll on me
But you won't understand, I'll show you, hopefully

You're torn away from еverything
I feel my eyes roll back, as thе floor creaks
See the ground falling right from underneath me
You're torn away from everything
I feel my eyes roll back as the floor creaks
See the ground falling right from underneath me

And as I resurrect, I feel my corpse come back to flesh
My body's numb straight to the bone from being in this state of rest
And as I resurrect, I feel my corpse come back to flesh
My body's numb straight to the bone from being in this state of rest
I'm steady walking all alone, I feel a pain right in my chest
Cross a bullet through my heart, comes for me and early death
I'm steady walking all alone, I feel a pain right in my chest
Cross a bullet through my heart, comes for me and early death

Rest assure awake at night, my death will start the great arise
Of all the ones who free the mind, the ones who stand to take a bite
We deviate from everything, we're not a bunch of followers
The rest of them are caught up in themselves, chewed up and swallowed up
I'm the son, the prophet, here and sent down from the holy man
I'm the one to follow here to save you from the torturin
Sacrifice myself but when I die don't go and mourn the dead
Just remember shortly that the prophet will be born again