​self-diagnosing

[Verse 1]
So just stay and lavish you're out of my mind
But I can't complain (woahh)
'Cause at least your memories are alive (woahh)
'Cause I keep up in your business, I need to stay back
You're always hitting me up, and you know I hate that
And now we're stuck in this [soho?] without a way back
I never thought you were anyone, thought I'd say that

[Bridge]
And I keep losing my damn mind
And I can't do this every time
And I keep losing my damn mind
And I can't do this every time

[Verse 2]
There's always something to say
Self-diagnosing my pain
Well I had lived it okay
With living life with mistakes
(Stop being fake)
And I never felt important
And now they just wanna run in your care
Now watch my life fade away (I should'vе stayed)

And now I'm waking up the middle of thе night
Sorry for my mental, the meds are waving bye
Fuck, I should've told you how I felt, I really tried
Another day of waking up to misery surprise