Self Deprecation

[Verse 1]
There is a plague growing inside of me
Eating  away at my motivation
Taking  my days one by one
Self-depreciation

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, I don't know how much time I have left
If  these thoughts keep consuming my head

[Chorus]
You're  not good enough, why are you trying?
And you constantly feel like dying
You're  always falling, never flying
So why are you still trying?

[Verse 2]
It's a war I've fought before
Maybe this time I'll win
And  a new light will shine on me
A new life will begin

[Pre-Chorus]
But I don't know how much time I have left
If these thoughts keep consuming my head

[Chorus]
You're not good enough, why are you trying?
And you constantly feel like dying
You're always falling, never flying
So why are you still trying?

[Outro]
Here I am again
Will my mind ever come to amends?