Self Deprecation

I've been letting people use me
I've been letting people abuse me
I've been letting people use me as a stepping stone
I ain't even got contacts on my phone
I try and try to be the nice guy but everybody lies lies lies
I'm so sick and tired of it
I'm so sick and tired of living in my head
I'm so sick and tired of being depressed
I've been eating away my subconscious is bitter
Look today
Evеrybody betrayed
Everybody usеs me everybody abuses me
And I'm so sick and tired of everything
I'm so sick and tired sick and tired sick and tired
Everybody cheats everybody lies
I use to be a bad guy
But then I turned myself into a good guy
Because I met this girl
And she was my everything
But just like everybody else, she betrayed me
She betrayed me! betrayed me! betrayed me! betrayed me! betrayed me! betrayed me!
I can't I can't keep going like this I can't move on I really don't wanna live on I'm so stuck in my ways
I don't want my family to cry at my grave
I don't want I don't want I don't want people to get the wrong idea
It's just everybody lies and there not trustworthy
I'm back to square 1
In this world am I even worthy??? am I worth??
I've been mistreated I've been spit on
Everybody just doesn't care
Everyone just blames it on me blames it on my feelings blames it on me blames it on my feelings
I'm so tired of everything I'm so tired of everything
I've been trying to move forward but I can't
Everything just slips out of my hand
I'm so tired of everything
I WANNA DIE! I WANNA DIE! I WANNA DIE! I WANNA DIE! I WANNA DIE! I WANNA DIE! I WANNA DIE!
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