Self Defeated

[Verse 1]
You saw right through me, from the second you knew me
This worthless case has closed
I am broken for no reason but my own
On display, displeased
Ask for pain and you shall receive
But you saw right through me

[Chorus]
If it’s you, not me, then
Why do I feel so self-defeated?
I’m leaving
Find me bleeding out the thought of you

[Verse 2]
Listen, I made the decision
I left you by the door, left you begging me to stay
I want nothing more
The way we used to speak
Went from aggressive to pathetic
Now apologetic fits my description

[Chorus]
If it’s you, not me, then
Why do I feel so self-defeated
I’m leaving
Find me bleeding out the thought of..
You keep dreaming
Keep pretending it’s okay when I say
I’m leaving

[Bridge]
I could’ve been all that you wanted
But you’ve taken me for granted
I could’ve been all that you wanted
Please constrict my breathing

[Pre-Chorus]
Guess it’s me then
Laying here so self-defeated
I’m leaving
Find me bleeding out the thought of..

[Chorus]
You keep dreaming
Keep pretending it’s okay when I say
I’m leaving
Find me bleeding out the thought of you

If it’s you, not me, then
Why do I feel so self-defeated