Self Control

Dark sensation, my temptation
Moldy, dirty infestation
In rotation, expectation
Self control is overtaken

I don't wanna have to try
To keep my head above the water
Let me sink, just slip right under
This existence is pure torture

Pure torture
Pure torture
Pure torture
Pure torture

Evil all around, this planet's
Crawling with some vultures
Never safe and sound
Even a danger to myself, I'm sure

Quiet, keep it down
The voices in my hеad get louder
I can't evеn think, my head is pounding
Pounding, pounding, pounding

Fuck this shit
Concrete, head split
Shattered bones, sticks and stones
Sharpened knife, slit, slit (Bitch)

I don't wanna have to try
To keep my head above the water
Let me sink, just slip right under
This existence is pure torture

I walk around this planet like a zombie
Eyes blood red, searching for something
Baby, are you in? It's all or nothing
If you left me, eyes be flooding
Self control is non-existent
I'm so fucking inconsistent
Tried my best, but couldn't do it
Can't trust myself with commitment

Fuck this shit
Concrete, head split
Shattered bones, sticks and stones
Sharpened knife, slit, slit (Slit, slit, slit)

I don't wanna have to try
To keep my head above the water
Let me sink, just slip right under
This existence is pure torture

Pure torture
Pure torture
Pure torture
Pure torture