Self Care (So Fustrated)

So why you gotta make me so frustrated?
And why you gotta make life complicated?
Why you gotta love me all the time?
Why you gotta love me all the time?
And I try to get by yes I've tried to not get high

I take a couple pills when I need to sleep
I'm sleepin'
Smoke a little weed when I need to breathe
I'm breathin'

Do you know what I mean?

So why gotta make me so frustrated?
(Didn't mean to make you cry)
Why you gotta make life complicated
(Actin' like I'm goin' to die)
Why you gotta love me all the time?
Why you gotta love me all the time?

And I've tried to get by, yes I've tried to not get high
I get high to get by I just need some place to hide
But if I must die I'll explode in the sky
While the whole world watches me, yeah...

Do you know what I mean?

So why you gotta make me so frustrated?
And why you gotta make life complicated?
Why you gotta love me all the time?
Why you gotta love me all the time?

I take a couple pills cause I need to sleep
Damn, I still ain't sleepin'
Smoke a little weed for the added relief
Shit, it ain't relievin'
Have another drink if I need to grieve
Damn, I'm always grievin'
Do you know what I mean?

I'm sleepin'
I'm breathin'
I'm grievin'

It's plain to see life is cruel and unfair to me
I think somebody owes us an apology
I play the fool
So you can't fool me

Do you know what I mean? Can you see what I see?

So why gotta make me so frustrated?
(Didn't mean to make you cry)
Why you gotta make life complicated
(Actin' like I'm goin' to die)
Why you gotta love me all the time?
Why you gotta love me all the time?

And I've tried to get by, yes I've tried to not get high
I get high to get by I just need some place to hide
But if I must die I'll explode in the sky
While the whole world watches me, yeah...

I take a couple pills cause I need to sleep
Damn, I still ain't sleepin'
So I smoke a little weed for the added relief
Shit, it ain't relievin'
So I have a couple drinks cause I need to grieve
Damn, I'm always grievin'

Do you know what I mean?