seeing what it wasnt

[s0lemn]
Im boutta fade out, i thought that you should know
I can't even stay now, you make me wanna go
Xanax when the days hit, ion wanna feel like shit
Need a conversation , cause you made me feel like this

I just dont get it bae, i wanted you to care
Imma give my all, still you act as if i wasn't there
I loved us, ofc u hate me
I was seein what it wasn't, in a daydream

Take it back, wanted u to show you need me
Dyin fast, only you who coulda saved me
Droppin so much dope, i just wanna feel ok
Girl im dyin soon, hopin that it is today

[counter]
I need some peace of mind
You just took a piece of mine
Just know I can’t be fine
Wasted love and wasted time
I should’ve seen the signs
Your hold on me has lead me blind
Is it the drugs that bind
Or is it feeling left behind?
Tried to distract from the feeling now I’m strung out on the floor
Lied to get back because dealing with the issues hurt more
Tied to you but the healing took much longer than before
Hide to comfort myself but the pain’s hard to ignore

[s0lemn]
Im boutta fade out, i thought that you should know
I can't even stay now, you make me wanna go
Xanax when the days hit, ion wanna feel like shit
Need a conversation , cause you made me feel like this

I just dont get it bae, i wanted you to care
Imma give my all, still you act as if i wasn't there
I loved us, ofc u hate me
I was seein what it wasn't, in a daydream

Take it back, wanted u to show you need me
Dyin fast, only you who coulda saved me
Droppin so much dope, i just wanna feel ok
Girl im dyin soon, hopin that it is today