Seeing Things

[Verse 1]
Took an inventory of my fears and resentments
Everything I ever loved
Everything that made me nervous
At the very least, it led me to you
I hope it happened for a reason
I hope I play it backwards and there's a hidden meaning

[Chorus]
But I can't tell if you're really here
Yesterday, I said your name three times in the mirror
And nothing happened
I wish you'd fuck with my head
Sneak up right behind me
Scare me to death
But nothing happens

[Verse 2]
I don't wanna take your kindness and weaponize it
I don't wanna point it at myself
Turn it into something violent
It's just that when you're rational, I think that you hate me
Nightmares in reverse
I don't run and you don't chase me

[Chorus]
I can't tell if you're really here
Yesterday, I said your name three times in the mirror
But nothing happened
I wish you'd fuck with my head
Sneak up right behind me
Scare me to death
But nothing happens

[Bridge]
I bet we're in a room and I'm checking my blindspots
I bet I think something is wrong and it's not
It's not, it's not
It's not, it's not
It's not, it's not

[Chorus]
Seeing each other seeing things
Seeing each other seeing things
But nothing happens
I wish you'd fuck with my head
Sneak up right behind me
Scare me to death
But nothing happens
I hope something happens