Seeing Red

I've spent my years betting on these hands
So wake me up before we end
The storm is right ahead

Liars and thieves stole my heart
Drove the nail and called it art
I'll never return

Can't be contained but won't be unleashed
The rage I've kept hidden is something you'll see
Over and over and over again

Pockets are empty but my mind is full
Something so ugly became beautiful
But You're still blind to me

I gotta know what's wrong with me
So help me out and tell me what you see
Are my eyes evil or am I just dead
I think my brains confused I'm only seeing red

I'm a seeker of sin I'm a lover at heart
You be the devil and I'll play my part
Now I'm losing my faith (low scream?)

My gods never answered and my hope is gone
So come smite me down I don't have that long
As the sky watches over me

My soul is wretched and my bones are weak
Tell me salvations something you seek
Well I couldn't be saved

I'm just a metaphor and this life's a lie
Bid me farewell and I'll sleep till I die
My vision is going grey

I gotta know what's wrong with me
So help me out and tell me what you see
Are my eyes evil or am I just dead
I think my brains confused I'm only seeing red