See Saws

[Verse 1]
I used to wish that I was perfect
I used to wish they felt the pain I fit inside my verses
I used to wonder why I’d even sit inside them churches
Cause I don’t even know if God gon listen when I’m hurting

And I don’t even know if my intentions all deserving
All I know is momma said I’m different
And it’s certain that I’m worth it, and I’m working
And I’m lurking in these shadows
Tryna save my shine until I see how far my path goes
I always thought my brother Marc would live till he was mad old

Biking on them backroads, the life of being assholеs
Trash bags of clothes, in the mud searching greenеr grass
But never never got the fair way
Dreaming of a caddy on his last hole, that’s par 4

To my bros I’m still the one that you can call for
Be my North Star and you the one that Ima walk towards
We gotta eat that’s what we starved for, lost wars
If cops is killing kids then what the fuck we got the law for

[Hook 1]
I know that you’re tired, sometimes you just wish you were gone
Let’s make up our minds, we can fly to a place we belong

Verse 2
A lot of women wanting sex from me
And saying they the best for me
But who the fuck gon ask me how I’m doing mentally
Especially I beat it on that night the reaper sent for me
So now my only aim is be the greatest of my century

Freaky texting me threatens to see a lesser me
My pride it just remind them I’m a diamond when they pressure me My mind has been allegedly
Cheffing up these recipes of primetime celebrities
Cause my time is meant for me
Facts

I wanna ball with the players, I’m LeBron I’m, Don Juan
Chess moves in battles like I’m John John
They told me life would be hard
Up and down I touch the ground, my life is like a see saw
I’ll trust you when I see scars

We can see stars but I’m grounded in my roots
I’m staying planted where my seeds are
I ran from where the weeds are
And dweebs all asking me what happened to the credit
I told him that’s irrelevant, it matters till you get it

If you had it you’d regret it, if you bag it you can sell it
So I’m only seeking status when it’s adding to my record
If they asking ima bless em
If they start attacking character and baggage ima check em
Cause my passion is my weapon

And it’s sad to see regression, even sadder with depression
When the shepherd fails the sheep, he’ll be the last to lead a lesson
For them times I’m losing faith and I can barely sleep at night
I just think about the fam and I know it’s gon be alright
Just fight

[Hook 2]
I know that you’re tired, sometimes you just wish you were gone
Let’s make up our minds, we can fly to a place we belong

[Outro]
We okay, we okay, I know everything is gon be okay
We okay, we okay, I know everything is gon be okay
We okay, we okay, I know everything is gon be okay
We okay, we okay, I know everything is gon be okay