SECURITY

Mama cried when I told her I was doin drugs
3 years later cleaner but im living rough

Too deep up in this shit man I can't give it up
I hope my heart get broken soon cause I dont feel enough
Man I been struggling w gaining weight
Struggling to find a stable place
My mind be moving like amazing race
Running outta ways to keep the pain away

Im making waves you niggas saving face

My niggas telling me im running but I dont know what I'm running from
Take me out im feeling like I've done enough, I go in hiding when the trouble come, I keep it down I feel like level one, I lost a friend can't lose another one
Thought I was past it but I doubled up
I let it fester let it bubble up
My soul demolished, cleanin rubble up
I got a lot now, I can't fuck it up
Man what happens if I fuck it up?

Tell me what I want to hear
Tell me what I mean to you, Tell you what you mean to me

I’ve been lost from the get go
It’s hard just to let go
It’s a never ending circle
I’m your scapegoat, you can use me as you need to

Isolated no ones listening, but you don’t speak. What you thinking let me in please, can only get through what you give me

Tell me what you need from me, I’ll give you anything
Tell me what you need from me, so please stay

It’ll go
Anyway

Isn’t that
What you say

All the time
Every day

See the sun
Feel the rays

Washing down over me in lines
Wish I didn’t think about you all night

Dream about a world with a blue sky
And maybe getting lost in those blue eyes

Something tells me I’ll be going
To and from where I’ve been hoping
For a way to make you notice
All the ways I’ve never chosen
Everything is out of focus
Even still I don’t feel hopeless
Choosing you of all the choices
Just to silence all the voices

You saved me from my war