Secret

[Verse 1]
Can't tell you 'bout the first time I got high or drunk
Or that I sleep at my boyfriend's every night
Can't tell you that on Sundays I don't go to church
Instead I'm with my friends that you don't know

[Pre-Chorus]
When I tell you what's going on
You get mad 'cause it's not what you want
And I don't wanna lie to you

[Chorus]
So I've been keeping my whole life a secret
I don't like to tell you how I'm feeling
'Cause when I do you never wanna hear it anyway
It's easier to keep it a secret
Be somebody that you don't agree with
I can't be myself around you knowing that you hate (Hmm)
How I don't do things your way

[Verse 2]
Can't help thinking 'bout how much you're missing out
When everything that means a thing to me (Ah-ah-ah)
After all this time I thought that we'd be closer now
But at this point I feel like we'll never be

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause when I tell you what's going on
You get mad 'cause it's not what you want
And I don't wanna lie to you

[Chorus]
So I've been keeping my whole life a secret
I don't like to tell you how I'm feeling
'Cause when I do you never wanna hear it anyway
It's easier to keep it a secret
Be somebody that you don't agree with
I can't be myself around you knowing that you hate
How I don't do things your way

[Instrumental Break]

[Outro]
Wish I didn't have to keep it a secret
And hide away, [reveal?] all my feelings
Wish you were the one that I can call when things are good or bad
But I guess it's not like that