​seasonal depression

Wake up, I can see my breath
Cold hands, I can't feel my skin
Shaking, body aching
Pull me closer
Breaking, I can’t take anymore

This isn't the life that I wanna live
I already tried my best
So why try again
Is it over yet?
Can I call it quits?

It's seasonal depression
Sick of everyone telling me it’s a lesson
I should make more of my life 'cause "It's a blessing"
"And you'll be fine once you stop with all the stressing"
Nobody understands
I can't get out my bed, I hate the helping hands
I've lost my fucking mind so don't you get it, man?
Thеy know nothing about me
"He's just having a bad week"
It’s lovely

Hidе my problems in the alcohol
Drink myself away ’til I can't even feel a thing at all
I’m becoming just like you
It scares me to death, I don't wanna but I have to

Seasonal depression
Sick of everyone telling me it's a lesson
I should make more of my life 'cause "It’s a blessing"
"And you'll be fine once you stop with all the stressing"
Nobody understands
I can't get out my bed, I hate the helping hands
I've lost my fucking mind so don't you get it, man?
They know nothing about me
"He's just having a bad week"
It's lovely