Seaside Suicide

[Verse 1]
You're feeling inadequate
You're a bit depressed
Your life is a mess, but
You're trying your best
You tell your friends and family
But you always get the same lame answer every time they talk
They tell you to
Go see a psychologist
Go see a neurologist
An anesthesiologist
Like it's the apocalypse
You never feel better
Only less worse
So you keep 'em in your purse
And pop some when it hurts
You can't sleep right
'Cause your body can't delineate the day from night, and so
Every minute's a fight
Would anybody care if you were gone tonight?
You keep a gun in the bed
In case you need some stronger meds
Keep hearing that voice in your head
One day you'll pull the trigger instead

[Chorus]
I know, the road is tough ahead
I hear the thoughts inside your head
Every day that you wish you were dead
I hope you know that I love you

Every day's got it's night
Everybody's got their fight
Every tunnel ends with light
I just hope you know that I love you

[Verse 2]
Smack
How you like that?
I've got plenty more left
No, I ain't holding back
Your own parents don't love you
How does that feel?
Nobody's ever gonna love you
No, I'm just being real
You keep messing it up
Emotional klutz
Everybody thinks your a schmuck
You're mentally stuck
In your ways-
But get behind me, Satan
I'm the potter's clay
No, get behind me, Satan
I'm the potter's Clay
You're gonna claim that?
They don't want you
You're never gonna come to-
Stop, don't even think I front you-
I don't, you wrecked your own life all on your own
Now you're all alone, time to hang up the phone
Shut up!
I'm broke, and it's real
But there's nothing that he can't heal

[Chorus]
I know, the road is tough ahead
I hear the thoughts inside your head
Every day that you wish you were dead
I hope you know that I love you

Every day's got it's night
Everybody's got their fight
Every tunnel ends with light
I just hope you know that I love you

[Bridge]
God, I need you
And I know that every hour that passes
You're with me, when it feels like I am shopping for caskets
Gotta bury myself, to live in you
And I look for your guidance in all that I do
And I've been boasting myself
Instead of finding your purpose
When I seek you out, I know that it'll be worth it
And I know that you're there
Even when it hurts
'Cause the love that you have for me, is more than just words

[Chorus]
I know, the road is tough ahead
I hear the thoughts inside your head
Every day that you wish you were dead
I hope you know that I love you

Every day's got it's night
Everybody's got their fight
Every tunnel ends with light
I just hope you know that I love you