Searching

Petals in the breeze right before the rain falls
Concrete wet so my feet feel cold
I was searching for someone just to break into clouds
So caught up on these feelings that I didn't have now
Back again in a familiar scene
I always hated when I'm here in such a trouble to leave
These days I never do enough
Why can't I tell my downs from ups?
My hearts been beating heavy fast
They're probably thinking too much
I put the coffee in the paper cup and sip it oh so slowly
My dreams are seeming stranger so I'd like to get to know them
They escape me when I wake up
My mind's a cloudy night and all these stars are out of sight
I'm out of luck, yeah
I'm in the open ocean there's a lull in the sea
I thought I had a clue of who I really wanted to be
But life'll hit ya like that
Past conjoined
Diverge
I want for you to understand
But I'm still searching for the words
And I'm searching for an answer
For a question
That you asked about true love
Real love
And things that can't last
I still don't know but now I wonder if it even really matters
I always get burnt chasing happily ever afters
And did you ever learn how to dance all on your own
And are you still stuck fighting all your ebbs and your flows
I had to move with my rhythm try to find where to go
I gotta leave but I'm hoping I'll see you down the road