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[Verse One:]
Is it all down to heartbreak?
I remember the days at the lake
For fuck sake, we used to get along fine
Now all you did was complain about the time
But I'm sublime, I gave you every supply
Those rules you made don't apply to me
Look at the sun, by the beach, by the sea
So set me free or I'll show your flaws
Tough like jaws, we always blackmail, two jaws
Lost in the blood, forgotten mercy
I watch the hearse drive by, blood in my eye
Every liе I said, I'm Sorry!
An atheist trying to contact the dead
Talk to mysеlf, yeah that's actually what I read
Every hit, every talk, every shame of walk
I was in lock, I wish I said I loved you
Should've took you to that river
Now the only river I see is the blood flowing from your wrist
Now I search to see her grave
Shouldn't have made you my slave

[Pre-Chorus:]
You were so brave, revolted against me
I fucking loved you, just didn't show it
My final words, "I hate you!"
Oh what I would do to change that now!

[Chorus:]
I've been searching for the light
Just to make it through the night
If you hear my shouts
Help me cast my demons out..
I've been searching for the light
Almost made it through the night
If you hear my shouts
Help me cast my demons..

[Verse Two:]
Now I'm at her funeral
Her father looks at me in disgrace
Think he wants to knock me out, fuck up my face
I turn away, look at my shoes, pretend to do my lace
Her mother and sister shown some embrace
Need to catch my bus now, running out of pace
Her father wants a court case I think, cos' he pulled me over
A handshake I take, forgiveness he says, no fake
I take him to the lake, apologise as we take a break
Munching on a sandwich, now we go our separate ways
A man who shouted at a woman must be filled with darkness and rage!
Lock him in a cage, even worse than an mistake
I'm the villain now, oh shit a lockdown, I'll take!
Hunching over the sink, eye contact through the mirror
Though I was superior, turns out I'm inferior
Fear in the street, even the library!
Now I take all of my words back and say I'm sorry
But she's dead, guess I'll get back to driving lorries

[Pre-Chorus:]
You were so brave, revolted against me
I fucking loved you, just didn't show it
My final words, "I hate you!"
Oh what I would do to change that now!

[Chorus:]
I've been searching for the light
Just to make it through the night
If you hear my shouts
Help me cast my demons out..
I've been searching for the light
Almost made it through the night
If you hear my shouts
Help me cast my demons..