searching 4 light

[Intro]
(Okay)
(I love you)
Auh
Uhuh
Sold out
Yeah, sold out
I'm standing alone
There's not much for me to show
Yeahah
Uhuhuh
(Huh, yeah-)
(Fuck, she-)

[Chorus]
All messed up and I am searching for light
I just loaded up my trunk with my gun and some sprite
I got blood on the back of my debit card
Ima leave you in the dark in a black ass bag
Ho-ho-hot ass bitch in the back of my car
She tryna pick me a fight, but i'll just leave her with scars
Ima fuckyn run it back til my crystal's gone
I'm so fucked tonight I can't feel my arms
Ri-ri-rip my hair cause i can't feel nun
I got a knife in my boot cause im scared of sum
I gotta play for girls, but in the end they all lie
''You gotta face your fears''
But at the end i'll just die
De-de-death in my backpack
I need it much
Take a bite of your bones
Can you hear the crunch?
Ima take another pill so I can feel the night
But in the end i'll just be searching for light
I-I didn't do that much but now my wrist is iced
I had to risk all my friends but they're still on my side
You wanna be my friend?
Get the fuck out my sight
I don't need more friends
Cause i'm still searching for light
Why do good things never last?
You gotta move 7 hours
Will you ever come back?
You say youll miss me, is that true?
Cause I will miss u too
I can not focus on myself
I gotta focus on you
Why my life gotta be messed up?
I can not write good lines
I only copy stuff
I'm gonna die alone
I can't keep people I want
I can not make good friends
I can not be who I want

[Verse]
Fuck this night i'm not popping much
You wanna take two bands?
I don't give a fuck
I got no friends to hug, I got no friends 4 life
I got a deathwish now, i'm in a tunnel of light
Uhuhh