Sean

(Verse 1)

Uh

Yeah okay

Hey, I need a little bit of help cuz I'm feeling lost
I don’t really feel the same I've been feeling numb

It ain't the same when your friend. He was young, And honestly I’m in pain now, I'm alone

You ever feel like the world is against you and for a reason everybody want to test you

And you feel like ain't nobody really want you
And you feel like everybody is going to hurt you

(Verse 2)

Honestly I'm alone but it's everyday
Thinking about my friend every single day
Man I drink
And I drink it's been 4 days

And I wonder if I'm ever going to be okay
Cuz it ain't fun when you drink out the bottle thinking about a dead friend
But the only time I open up is when I drink
Then it’s hard when it’s like that

Cuz I don't drink to escape I don’t like that
I only drink cuz I see Sean in that path
And I can't really let it go
Tryna be a man

(Chorus)

Cuz when I drink, when I cry then I open up and when I'm sober all I do is keep it bottled up

So I drink this
And I drink that
I don't feel this
I don’t feel that
I don't feel now
I dont feel now
I don't feel now
I don't feel now

(Verse 3)

Man I hate when they say he's in a better place
Just to help me cope and get me through the day

Cuz honestly he ain't want to go like that
But obviously he ain't suffer no more like that
And honestly he didn't want to get that cancer
But obviously we can't choose, that's what I fear

So how you telling me he wouldn't want to see me down
Man I'm mad cuz the cancer took my brother down

I be prayin everyday
Cuz I haven't really been the same

Man I miss my friend
And I don't know what to say

I be prayin everyday
Cuz I haven't really been the same

And I miss my friend
Man, I don't know what to say

Yeah
And I don't know what to say
Yeah